Just came up with my father again.
He blames me that mother forgot her phone’s and Google password because I recommended against it being a word.
I mentioned encryption, “not necessary unless you’re doing something illegal”.
When mentioning lack of privacy with targeted advertisements, he said that he actually really likes them, because he bought a couple of things he wanted for years.
I don’t really have good arguments.
I got a feeling if either of my bosses saw my porn history, they wouldn’t really care. It’s ultra vanilla cause I’m boring like that and it doesn’t affect my ability to pull around cow carcusses. And if you’re gonna tell me to just show them, I’d get fired for having my phone anywhere near them. The place is ULTRA strict about having no phones anywhere near the work floor. Only allowed in the locker room and break room. I have seen people get fired on the spot for taking a quick 1 second peek at their phone when they had nothing to do at that second.
The other stuff is still just things that don’t bug me. Like I said, I have basically no money and could honestly care less about getting hauled off to prison for something. I guess I just never really valued my life all that much. I value it enough to keep living (despite what my thoughts keep telling me), but not much beyond that. Helps that nobody depends on me for anything.
I mean, congrats on your nihilism. If I cared about neither myself nor those close to me nor some abstract “humanity” or “society”, I would have it much easier in life.
Sadly, I still feel bad when I think of bad things happening to good people, or, even worse, me.